12/24/2009 10:57:00 AM | Author: Mhaldito~
The year that was ...
Every year is memorable for us... But for this year it is different.. 2009 was the year that made me learn and realize on to something different. This was the year where i fell down and stood up in a process and found new things where I can simply share be accepted as what I am. This was the year when I realized that everything is in constant change, That we need to accept things despite of any decisions that we made.
The year started with a shaky relationship, with someone that I thought would be the one. It started my year with nothing but a gloomy weather. He left me for unnecessary reason, for something that he can't accept of being me. I was shattered and was down. But then again new opportunity came. I was promoted at work and being recognized by people on what they see me as a potential.
I worked hard... And yet the fruit is still ripe that right now... Im still working hard in order for me to grow and explore onto something new.
I was hooked up with my job. I have closed my doors to any possibilities that would come when it comes to relationship.
I spent time with my bestfriend and close friends as an outlet of being lonely and alone despite of the successes that I've achieved.
I dated a couple of people but it didn't work out.
Until I met someone that made my world smile. Someone that made me laugh and smile despite of sadness of being alone. Someone that accepts me of what I am. Someone that is open and vocal on things that we want to agree on to. Someone that I truly love.
RIght now I'm happy and yet contented on what I have. Now, I realized why people smile despite of everything that is against you. I learned how to take risk and face fear no matter what. I learned to love and be loved in return. And most of all I learned to prioritize things and recognize people as such.
Thank you for being a part of my year. And looking on to a New Year to spend and a new year to work on to things that I started this year.